how do i interpret dreams?
2021. As some of you know, I was experiencing some horrific dark sexual dreams this year as a part of my post-ayahuasca integration.
I would awake from the dreams feeling as if my soul had left my body. I would immediately begin to pray, sing, dance, and fight for my life. This recovery period would take anywhere from two to five days, often having to take work off. These dreams reflected my subconscious wounds towards the feminine and how they might be projected outwards on others and guiding me directly. They also showed me that I hold a dark animalistic nature that can pass on tremendous harm and how to channel that into life, love, and guidance.
This pachamandala was a prayer for clarity in what my dreams were trying to show me and how to use them as a tool for healing rather than amplifying the fear they created. It was also a prayer to show me how to clear my dream space so they would eventually subside. The flowers were picked wild near the house I was sleeping in. Thankfully with confidence and belief in my prayer, ritual, and a bit of help from connection to the plants and Pachamama, the dreams have subsided.